There is this voice in my head.
It says,
No matter how hard you try to succeed, you will always be a loser.
No matter how hard you try to make everyone happy, you will always fail.
No matter what you try to do, it will be useless.
No matter how many people you try to help, there will be more who hate you.
You will always be that pimply-faced, unpopular girl who was bullied throughout school.
You will always be a fat slob.
You will always need medication to be happy.
You will never fit in.
You are just too different.
You think you have talents but no one wants them.
You think you are taking two steps forward but you are really taking two steps back.
You can never do anything right.
Just give up.
Just give up.
Just give up.
Hide.
Loser.
My prayer is that the only voice I will listen to will be the voice of my Lord and this voice is not His.
That voice talks to me too and sometimes it is a real battle to drown it out with the Lord’s word. Thanks for sharing
Thanks for letting me know that I am not the only one who struggles with this. I pray that God’s voice is the only one you will hear.